Mark it on your Calendars!

Sarah rolled from her stomach to her back today for the very first time! Go Sarah! I hope she does it again soon so I can catch it on video.

Sarah has a new trick!

Someone really wants to sit up!

To honor the 1 year anniversary...

of finding out I was pregnant with Sarbear! Check out the video below!

Look how big she is getting!!

Where is my squishy newborn??

What am I Thankful for?

This is what I am thankful for:




What are you thankful for this year?

Happy Thanksgiving!

Santa comes to town

We went to meet Santa this morning. I wanted to go early so there would be no lines and she was Santa's 2nd picture of the year. LOL No smile but she is not in tears and is looking at the camera so I call it a success.

Breastfeeding = HARD!

Sarah was a breeze to breastfeed from day 1. I always thought myself to be really lucky b/c people talk about the sore nipple, bad latches, clogged ducts, etc and we never had any of that.

Fast forward to 7 weeks old and it all goes to hell and a hand basket. Her reflux makes feeding her absolute torture for her an me. She just screams and fights and I feel awful for her. We are still working on getting her dosage right and her meds were up'ed for a second time today. More often then not we are both in tears at some feeding during the day.

It is getting to the point now where I am dreading her feedings some days and I feel awful for it. I just want to give it all up and throw my hands up in the air. I know that isn't the answer not b/c I think formula is bad but it tends to make reflux worse since you lose the natural antacid property with BM.

I guess my next step is to eliminate dairy and to be completely honest, I am not excited. So much for thinking it got easier as she got older....

To end on a happier note here's Sarah!